You. do. not. have. the. right. to. kill. all. of. humanity. to. spare. yourself. suffering. Do I need to repeat that yet again?
And BTW, I know what suffering is — mixed episodes are no fun whatsoever. The difference is that I know that things can be better, that people do have joy and happiness and like, because I have experienced those things too, and real joy and happiness, not the fake euphoria of hypomania.
But I do not assume that everyone else experiences things as I do, whereas you assume that humanity as a whole suffers as you do, and thus you think that you are sparing them of suffering by killing them all.
See? You continue to ignore all I’ve said.
The meds only worsen my mental health. Again, MY LAWYERS CONFIRMED MULTIPLE TIMES THAT I MEET EVERY LEGAL CRITERIA TO REFUSE AND WALK FREE, AND THAT THEY’RE ILLEGALLY TORTURING ME. One lawyer ended up dead, the other went missing, and now no lawyer will take on my case.
The police refuse to get involved. They’d rather kill law abiding black people, apparently.
We all saw the Epstein files. The government is responsible for it all.
And don’t you dare downplay the physical, mental, emotional, and sexual abuse I faced as a child.
Don’t you dare downplay that my parents were taken from me.
Get out of your denial issues.
Let’s just stop talking, since all you do is commit to misunderstanding, twist my words, and make up false stories of what you claim my life was.
The reason why no lawyer is willing to take your case is probably because they see you as I do — someone who is deeply mentally ill who lacks insight who needs to be on those meds to at least attempt to function (even though those meds clearly aren’t working) — not that there is some government conspiracy against you (this is certainly the delusions talking).
Honestly, what you need is a better psychiatrist to find meds that work for you. But as you clearly lack insight that probably won’t happen.
You lack insight.
Bye.
And not having meds is not ‘walking free’ — it is going through hell. I remember what not being on meds (due to insurance reasons due to America’s stupid health care system) was like. It was hell. Getting on meds again and finding meds that actually worked for me was one of the best things that happened to me.
You obviously misunderstand what ‘to have insight’ means. It means to be aware of the reality of one’s own mental state, rather than thinking that everyone else is lying about how one is mentally ill and that they’re all just making it up.
For the record, one of my nurses is also anticosmic.
I vented how I felt to her to see if she could change my mind. To my surprise, she doubled down.
I said “Wait… You believe in ending existence too?”
She smiled warmly and said “Yes. You can achieve anything.”
You’re so dissonant I can’t even talk to you
You’re the one who wants to kill all of humanity, and who thinks that physical laws such as the law of gravity can be simply willed away.
Well so does my nurse
And disclaimer: I never said kill all humanity.
I said shatter the entire universe.
Doesn’t ending the universe necessarily entail ending human life?
Soooo… This isn’t going very well is it?
@Endgame_0 Would you be open to rephrasing the question (from the OP) you’re putting to this forum in a clear, brief way? We seem to be hitting a communicative impasse where the intent is lost. Whatever it is you;re seeking to find, it’s unlikely to happen if we continue down this current path. It might also help if you could define what a helpful response looks like from your perspective.
Youre very selective with what you reply to and what you conveniently ignore
Reply to every point or dont reply
It’s fine. I’m done here.
For the most part, users have only committed to misunderstanding, avoided accountability, and made excuses for a government we all know is evil.
I am under no obligation to respond to every single thing anyone says on this or any forum. It would be exhausting and conducive to logorrhea to respond to everything someone posts with a point-by-point rebuttal, regardless of whether it is actually worth responding to. And you have no right to tell me not to respond at all either.
If you’re committed to a dysfunctional conversation, let’s not speak
I would rather not reify them, and simply say that they exist as thoughts or even just as neural processes. But I’m not saying it’s wrong to say they exist as fictional or imaginary objects.