In a roundabout way it supports your argument. (God, suffering) constitutes a discordant dyad.
I’m also contemplating your conclusion that God is both malevolent and benevolent. If this is the nature of God then the world is the way it is.
I was told that God loves me. Yet the reality of the darkness, the coldness, the emptiness is so great that nothing touches my heart ~ A nun experiencing a crisis of faith
The Pope is an atheist ~ Some Comedian
Good doesn’t pay as well as evil. This is fallen world and we are fallen beings.
We fall short of our own moral standards ~ A youtuber
God is not a good hypothesis. A square peg in a round hole.
If Christ has not been raised, our preaching is useless, so is your faith ~ Paul the Apostle
There is a child in Africa at this very moment with a worm in his eyes that’ll make him totally blind by the time he hits 8 ~ (Atheist) Naturalist
The vale of tears we inhabit is exactly what turns people off. Yet, there are stories of suffering fortifying faith.
Eli, Eli. lama sabachthani ~ Jesus, as he was dying on the cross